Yes, BDSM has a lot to do with exercising sexual fantasies, but without an active and intelligent imagination, there’s no point in private playtime. If you intend to maintain a relationship with your master, make sure you connect on an intellectual level. If he’s interested in something and you’re appalled, express your opinion with obedience and respect. Let him know your past, present and future plans. The first thing a dominant needs from you is total honesty. We finished with a cup of tea and I left without overstaying my welcome.
He only fucked me for a minute or two and he didn’t want to cum, so I wondered if he was into me or repulsed by the same insecurities that stab my subconscious when no one is looking. I wanted him to hit me, to really give my ass a good whack and watch the cellulite ripple all the way down my thighs.
He punished me with 60 spankings for being an hour late and when he was done I wanted more. But still, I crawled towards him like I was and began to give pleasure.īut it didn’t stop there. I was almost thrilled but such incessant insecurities lingered through my brain and reminded of all the reasons why I would never be good enough. He told me to take off my shirt, then my bra and as he pinched my right nipple he said, Instead of choking, I laughed and my body quivered. I removed my socks, pants and panties and he shoved them in mouth. Then asked if he wanted to take off my clothes. We settled on words of his choosing, candycane and purple, I didn’t ask why, just trusted him instead. Why they’re important and how they should be used. Our first time together started with a conversation about safewords. I expected it to hurt more but I’m thankful it didn’t. When you don’t know your limits, they can easily break.
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